So I'm like, really tired....
I really want to sleep.

This Friday was too exciting...lol(:

I had fun talking to Chris.
The JV Football Chris?
It was pretty cool, because Macie and Alexis wasn't there, so we had time to get to know each other a little more.
Lol, not really. > <

He had a game yesterday and his hand is all swollen.
Like... BADLY SWOLLEN ( Read more... )

So.... not much happened today.
This gum is yummy!!
Spearmint...(:

But last night, I asked Jared if he still reads this journal.
Turns out he hasn't read it in a while.
SO I'M SAFE!!! :DD

I wonder if he lied.
He's a good liar.
and no. I DON'T "love the way he lies". -________-"

But anyways...

No seriously... this gum is sooo good.

I was cold in 3rd period ( Read more... )

guess what!!
I got a 99 on my Algebra II test!! :DD
Yayyy!!(:
That will raise my grade up!!

But I really wonder...
what am I going to do with my social life? 
But then again, what is there to do?

It's going to happen.
You can't change it.
Best thing you can do is move on and continue your life.
I mean, I can't let some guys just get in the way of my life ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty weird day.
I can't really describe what it was like.

I guess I've decided to move on...
Well, not move on, but just step a little back and let fate do its job.
If I force it, what will it do?

You know?

I'll find someone eventually.
Someone caring, someone special.
Someone who will be there for me.
(Unilke the other 2 that I've liked.)

( Read more... )

So.... something embarrassing happened last Friday...
Guess what it was?

Remember Jared?
Turns out he read my journal. Most of it.

First of all, I didn't think he would have that much time and curiosity to read my journal.
Kudos for that. :\
Second of all... WTF.

How did he find out that I have a journal?
How did he find out this was MY journal?
HOW DID ( Read more... )

I have this story, which goes on forever
And it's just life, with no happily together- ever.
Because the world doesn't go our way.
They just drop us here to stay.
We have to work, we have to plead
We have to sweat, we have to bleed.
There is no gold for our tears
or for suffering all these years.
Love makes us beg, right to our knees
We give out signs ( Read more... )

Now, I understand that these are all based on opinions, but my opinions are backed with research and pretty accurate information which proved why I think that Will is a big fat LIE.

However.

I still have a belief that it is not my business.
I may WISH it to be, but I have some thought inside me that it will never be.
Nothing of Will's will ever be ( Read more... )

So, sadly enough, memories started coming back to me.
Not necessarily childhood memories, but memories of before I moved to the computer seat I'm on right now..

First day of school, I sat next to a guy named Mitchell.
I was a little shy then, and didn't talk as much, and so I gave him the answers to questions silently and helped him out slowly..
Then ( Read more... )

Morning_
This morning was VERY chilly. It was so cold, my brother OR me didn't want to get out of bed.
But hey, school day.
But when we stepped outside to work our way to the school bus stop, we saw our breaths and then me and Josh did a Pokemon cosplay and started breathing at each other.
I won. > >

1st Period: Algebra II Honors_
This class was really ( Read more... )

Pastel pink. Again(;
So.... again.

Today, Will barely talked again. Again.
I wonder what's going on?

Maybe it's just me not paying attention to him talking.
Maybe he did talk a lot in his PSAT class (which was NOT mine)

But still...

I only heard him say "Do we have to color this (the poster)?" during Civics today.
Huh. Maybe it's just me not paying ( Read more... )